Chaotic Paradigm

Why does everybody want be a rockstar

When rock is clearly dead

Everybody hungry but

Refuse a piece of bread

You see we're worth more,

IF we pay up

ACT like a whore,

finally even up the score

I'm DESTINED POOR,

painted with gore

Take the door,

to the next floor

Of your mind AND EXPLORE

THE REAL REASON YOU THINKIN

ABOUT DROWNIN, AND KILLIN

AND EVERYDAY UNRELENTING

UNRELIABLE,

INTOLERABLE QUESTION

(WHO AM I?)

SHAKING AND AFRAID TO FALL ASLEEP

KNOWING I'LL WAKE UP IN THE DEEP

AND TRY TO LIVE

JUST TO PAY MY KEEP

SOLIDIFY MY PLACE AMONG THE SHEEP

(WHATS THE POINT?)

NO WAY OUT

Stomach overflowing with blood and bile

I KILLED MYSELF

Yesterday I was alive and in a state of vile

NO WAY OUT

In my brains a sea of snakes

Longer than the Nile

I KILLED MYSELF

I GUESS I FAILED THIS FUCKING TRIAL!

You see we're worth more,

IF you pay up

ACT like a whore,

finally even up the score

I'm DESTINED POOR,

painted with gore

Take the door, to the next floor

Of your mind

And grow

-LaurenAshley